God is the great spirit friend

[Esquilax]

Still, I've never been happier in my entire life. I am still a good person, my life is still ruled by love. I just love myself, too. My self worth is within myself, not in my identity of being god's child, not in how good or bad I'm doing at being his servant. And this has allowed others to love me and get closer to me. I'm getting married next Christmas, never thought that would happen.. And this man loves me despite all of the above, without a second thought he does. And he doesn't do it because god told him that's how he should, he's just a decent human being sans god.

Ooh boy does he ever love you

Just thought I'd say that. Your posts these last few pages have alternated between laugh out loud funny (that "god is good! god is great!" cheer from a few pages back ) to the sad stuff that still makes me wanna just hug the crap out of you until you forget it all, and now this heartwarming stuff? Damn, Missy

I love ya, gurl!