It was a Saturday night, I invited my fuck buddy (yah she's a girl) to do MDMA and then 3 grams of shrooms each.
Around midnight things started getting weird, she stopped responding to me, started crying and said "keep him away from me, I see the devil I see the devil" I kept reassuring her it's all in her head, that it's only her and I in the room and we are fine.
I headed to the computer and started playing music, she laid back and started giggling.
At that moment things started to hit me, the room was expanding and moving, changing colors, I closed my eyes and saw waves of psychedelic art moving with the music, I open my eyes and see my self in an alien like world,
And a reflection of my self, I then started visiting every event in life that has upset me in the past (betrayal, abused as a child, bad breakup etc) all were visual and very accurate, I was hovering over these bad occurrences and laughing none stop, they were just silly, there was no reason for me to be depressed over anything, my life is great, and I have achieved too much to care anymore. I broke out of my inner ego and remember waking back up in the room, colors moving to the note of the music.
I woke up the next day a brand new man, no signs of depression, no signs of anger. My friends and family were asking if I was alright as I was acting a bit too calm and loving.
It has also showed me that magic and fairytales did happen in the past thousands of years, however it was nothing but hallucinations.
Around midnight things started getting weird, she stopped responding to me, started crying and said "keep him away from me, I see the devil I see the devil" I kept reassuring her it's all in her head, that it's only her and I in the room and we are fine.
I headed to the computer and started playing music, she laid back and started giggling.
At that moment things started to hit me, the room was expanding and moving, changing colors, I closed my eyes and saw waves of psychedelic art moving with the music, I open my eyes and see my self in an alien like world,
And a reflection of my self, I then started visiting every event in life that has upset me in the past (betrayal, abused as a child, bad breakup etc) all were visual and very accurate, I was hovering over these bad occurrences and laughing none stop, they were just silly, there was no reason for me to be depressed over anything, my life is great, and I have achieved too much to care anymore. I broke out of my inner ego and remember waking back up in the room, colors moving to the note of the music.
I woke up the next day a brand new man, no signs of depression, no signs of anger. My friends and family were asking if I was alright as I was acting a bit too calm and loving.
It has also showed me that magic and fairytales did happen in the past thousands of years, however it was nothing but hallucinations.
