Thank you Christians...

[Creed of Heresy]

Who cares about evidence. Evidence won't save you. Faith will. Only faith.

Got any evidence for that?

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Also I asked a lot when I was a Christy. I not only didn't get shit, I got even LESS. I don't attribute it to god; I attribute it to shit happens because that's life and there is no easy, convenient, pre-packaged way to get through it. At the core of every theist's faith is an insecure individual, always knowing, not thinking, knowing that what they believe is pure bullshit.

Lemme ask you this. If accepting Jesus is all it takes to have an eternal, perfect existence when you die...then why don't you, a man who apparently accepts Jesus as your savior, just kill yourself? Sure, suicide is a sin, but if you believe in and accept Jesus, then it'll be forgiven. An eternity of absolute happiness, bliss, and pleasure. Why would anybody delay in getting that?

Simple. Because deep down, you doubt, just like all we apostates and heretics did. Eventually we realized why we doubted; because what we believed in made no sense, but in our fear, we believed in it anyway.

So, either you kill yourself and bask in this perfection and joy of which you speak of sooner, or you keep going through your life, needlessly living a mediocre, unremarkable, pointless little blip of an existence and telling yourself whatever bullshit excuse you can think of to justify your ...cowardice.

Cowardice of taking your own life? No. Cowardice of admitting you know it's all bullshit and that you're just trying desperately to convince yourself that this can't be all there is, cowardice because you're afraid of the inevitability of death.

You fear the dark. Me? I embrace it. And in embracing the truth of death, I have found peace. I will continue to outpace the reaper as long as I can but I know one day he'll catch up with me, or I'll trip and he'll overtake me. And I won't beg for mercy or scream in despair. I'll just sigh, think of how good a run it was, and slip into the void.

Just to let you know; overcoming that particular fear is a lot easier when you've got other people who openly acknowledge and face that fear to talk and relate to.

So. EoG. Tell me. How much do you fear the Reaper?