Are all forms of religious faith indicative of insanity? (My counter example.)

[robvalue]

I agree, the idea of conciousness and identity is the biggest mystery to me. I can use as many scientific terms as I want, but here I am, stuck in the middle of it and it feels weird. It's the one thing I can never properly objectively examine, because anything I do is going through the filter I'm trying to study. I hear others describing the same thing, but I can't experience or test it in the same way that I do for my own.

I often find myself thinking that life is so utterly ridiculous that it being unreal is more likely than it being real, in whatever sense that may be.