I introduced myself once here, but long time passed since that intro.
I got my email password lost forever.
I'm Mohammed, a person with no country, no nation. A fault in the system of nationalism.
I lived my life trying to belong, but always a third party stops me : WHERE ARE YOU FROM ? when I say I "can"t answer that precisely", rumors start to crack & judging starts to fly, from being self hating to being "anti-social".
I'm of Arabic, Kurdish, Egyptian & African descent. Never knew my grandma was from central Africa, wasn't a surprise, it just made my case more "complicated".
I was being called names because of my mixture of races, It drove me to utter depression that I wrote about for so many times in here.
The abyss I was plunged in, taught me how humans love to be proud of shit they didn't do ; like skin color or nationalism, it taught me how a human can utilizes this vast big earth into an isolated region then call it "country" ; it taught me that humans can rape, kill, plunder & abuse others in the name of that illusion they call nation.
I wan't raped, or killed. But I was plundered, and the abuse is daily. From westerners to Arabs, it was of no difference. All say similar things.
To arabs, I'm a fake, a freak, they won't accept me no matter what I do. They hate my accent, the way I talk, the way I dress, the way I think. How racist, selfish, annoying & barbaric. And at the end, I get my head chopped off.
To westerners, I'm an Ali-Baba who wants to convert Europe to Islam, and convert western women by the power of cock, then use them to get immigration visa. Because once an Ali-Baba like me immigrates, he -Ali Baba- would open a kosher meat store & rape western women, to produce multicultural freaks like him, polluting the great "Evropean race of atlantis", whatever mainstream media is teaching these days and Cortez taught in them ancient days. and also I get my head blown off eventually by any of the racist gangsters who fill europe & the states in hordes.
I'm numb. As the truth started to unfold, I started to become stronger. I mean death for people like me is always around the corner, because we have no nation or tribe to defend us. We have nobody but god. ask me then why I'm a Muslim, I'm a Muslim because I lost faith in humanity. I finished my descent, I was destroyed, but I know the truth. I simply saw the folly of nationalism & racism, of humanity. I can finally stand and say : RACISM IS STILL ALIVE AND STRONG. HUMANS ARE STILL BACKWARD & SAVAGE. Owning an iPhone doesn't make you civil at all, you're not fooling me with that fancy suit & tie.
What am I going to do ? work, learn, educate myself, until my brain is so busy with other stuff. Until my head is so drunk with knowledge, I can't even feel pain. Avoid nationalists and any person seeking a nation with borders, either a secular nation protected by atomic weapons or a "caliphate" protected by HD online videos of butchering people in masses. This is what the descent have taught me. Most of humanity is bloodthisty, abusive, haters, always been, shall always remain.
me ? i'm just another leaf the wind shall take care of ^^ .
I got my email password lost forever.
I'm Mohammed, a person with no country, no nation. A fault in the system of nationalism.
I lived my life trying to belong, but always a third party stops me : WHERE ARE YOU FROM ? when I say I "can"t answer that precisely", rumors start to crack & judging starts to fly, from being self hating to being "anti-social".
I'm of Arabic, Kurdish, Egyptian & African descent. Never knew my grandma was from central Africa, wasn't a surprise, it just made my case more "complicated".
I was being called names because of my mixture of races, It drove me to utter depression that I wrote about for so many times in here.
The abyss I was plunged in, taught me how humans love to be proud of shit they didn't do ; like skin color or nationalism, it taught me how a human can utilizes this vast big earth into an isolated region then call it "country" ; it taught me that humans can rape, kill, plunder & abuse others in the name of that illusion they call nation.
I wan't raped, or killed. But I was plundered, and the abuse is daily. From westerners to Arabs, it was of no difference. All say similar things.
To arabs, I'm a fake, a freak, they won't accept me no matter what I do. They hate my accent, the way I talk, the way I dress, the way I think. How racist, selfish, annoying & barbaric. And at the end, I get my head chopped off.
To westerners, I'm an Ali-Baba who wants to convert Europe to Islam, and convert western women by the power of cock, then use them to get immigration visa. Because once an Ali-Baba like me immigrates, he -Ali Baba- would open a kosher meat store & rape western women, to produce multicultural freaks like him, polluting the great "Evropean race of atlantis", whatever mainstream media is teaching these days and Cortez taught in them ancient days. and also I get my head blown off eventually by any of the racist gangsters who fill europe & the states in hordes.
I'm numb. As the truth started to unfold, I started to become stronger. I mean death for people like me is always around the corner, because we have no nation or tribe to defend us. We have nobody but god. ask me then why I'm a Muslim, I'm a Muslim because I lost faith in humanity. I finished my descent, I was destroyed, but I know the truth. I simply saw the folly of nationalism & racism, of humanity. I can finally stand and say : RACISM IS STILL ALIVE AND STRONG. HUMANS ARE STILL BACKWARD & SAVAGE. Owning an iPhone doesn't make you civil at all, you're not fooling me with that fancy suit & tie.
What am I going to do ? work, learn, educate myself, until my brain is so busy with other stuff. Until my head is so drunk with knowledge, I can't even feel pain. Avoid nationalists and any person seeking a nation with borders, either a secular nation protected by atomic weapons or a "caliphate" protected by HD online videos of butchering people in masses. This is what the descent have taught me. Most of humanity is bloodthisty, abusive, haters, always been, shall always remain.
me ? i'm just another leaf the wind shall take care of ^^ .
Lots of history to wonder about in that region.
