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RE: Trying to Decide Something
April 10, 2015 at 7:21 pm
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We're both just ready to be back with each other. It's hard to explain. I feel like he was never really gone from my life. He called me this afternoon (early morning his time), and I was saying something about how I wished I had tried to contact him earlier, and he said something about how he didn't expect it to happen so soon. That's interesting on two levels: one, that he expected us to reconnect later in life, and two, that he's expected we'd reconnect all along. It's like he's just been patient.
Edit: Is the kid in the gif you, Steel? He could be you!
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RE: Trying to Decide Something
April 10, 2015 at 7:22 pm
<3 Reb
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RE: Trying to Decide Something
April 10, 2015 at 8:09 pm
Thank you guys. For someone with clinical depression which usually manifests itself through apathy, I'm actually feeling excitement for the first time in a very long time.
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RE: Trying to Decide Something
April 10, 2015 at 8:31 pm
Good stuff, Becca.
I agree whole-heartedly with Brakeman. This is a mighty leap of faith -- put everything you've got into it. As I wrote in a song once, you cannot cross a chasm in two leaps.
Give it all you got, and may happiness be yours.