Back in my early-twenties I struggled terribly with depression and self-injury. I dabbled in the occult and went back to the church off and on. During a moment of being a Christian I prayed so hard for god to make me not want to cut myself any more. Every day I woke up and I hated that I had. I wanted that to be taken away from me. I wanted just one day where my food didn't taste like sand. One day that didn't make me regret that I'd even been born. It never happened. During a period of not being involved in church I got help, stopped self-harming, and have been "clean" ever since.
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Share Your Untestimony: Prayers that God didn't Answer
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I'm so sorry to hear you went through that
![]() Well done on finding the strength to fight through and getting the proper help ![]() Feel free to send me a private message.
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