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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 12, 2019 at 5:40 pm
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I want that all the seriously wrong things I've done in my life don't haunt me so much. But I know it doesn't work that way, my pain is part of me, part of the human condition that makes me what I am and what makes me, me.
The deeds can't be undone and the words can't be unsaid. Now I can either live with it or let those two greatest of all mind fuckers; angst and guilt, go about their work.
I have done some very fine, unselfish and noble things and the fact that most of them gone unnoticed pleased me no end. Did I do this to offset the deplorable stuff?
No. I'm a standard issue normal... I'm just normal. And rapidly getting pisst. again, so I'd best fuck off.
What do I want now? I want that the next 1/2 ounce of weed I buy off that cunt down the road is better than the last one!
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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 19, 2019 at 4:56 pm
I feel i'm already were i need to be in life. I just need to stay focused and not get too distracted.
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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 20, 2019 at 1:37 am
I don’t know what I want. All I know is that nothing is sufficient anymore.
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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 20, 2019 at 8:42 am
(April 12, 2019 at 10:28 am)Mathilda Wrote: I know what I did want. I still want it but I know I won't get it so I have given up on the idea. I want a house in the highlands of Scotland where I can be part of a community and to do my research all day long.
I didn't know you are a researcher. What is your specialty?
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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 20, 2019 at 3:00 pm
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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 20, 2019 at 8:01 pm
(April 10, 2019 at 10:38 pm)Jörmungandr Wrote: Not to die slowly, in great pain.
After reading the question of the thread this is near enough word for word my first thoughts as an answer.
I don't have any sort of movie story going on with my life, I'm not living to avenge my fathers death or to meet my one true love.
I have my basic family goals, being as useful as I can to them. Wanting to get closer to the friends I've got. Sometimes I try and make some minor goals be my biblical style task, I'll be on a weight loss mission and fast for 2 days and feel like it's a spiritual journey, same goes for going through the pain of building muscle. Looking good, feeling good, not dying slowly in great pain.
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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 20, 2019 at 8:40 pm
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(April 12, 2019 at 5:40 pm)Succubus Wrote: I want that all the seriously wrong things I've done in my life don't haunt me so much. But I know it doesn't work that way, my pain is part of me, part of the human condition that makes me what I am and what makes me, me.
The deeds can't be undone and the words can't be unsaid. Now I can either live with it or let those two greatest of all mind fuckers; angst and guilt, go about their work.
I have done some very fine, unselfish and noble things and the fact that most of them gone unnoticed pleased me no end. Did I do this to offset the deplorable stuff?
No. I'm a standard issue normal... I'm just normal. And rapidly getting pisst. again, so I'd best fuck off.
What do I want now? I want that the next 1/2 ounce of weed I buy off that cunt down the road is better than the last one!
You seem like a pretty decent normal guy.
We've all done things of which we ought to be proud and things that we shouldn't have done but did 'em anyways. That's us humans for ya and, it's probably what makes us human.
However, you talked about angst and guilt and being haunted by the things you did in your life.
If you were joking about the weed, fine.
If you weren't, I'd leave it alone. That stuff can fuck with the mind far more than people think.
What do I want for my life?
Nothing. I count myself very lucky.
What do I want for your life?
I'd like you to stop smoking weed.
I don't know whether I need a bottle in front of me or a frontal lobotomy. 
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RE: What do you want out of life?
April 28, 2019 at 6:38 pm
(April 20, 2019 at 1:37 am)J a c k Wrote: I don’t know what I want. All I know is that nothing is sufficient anymore.
This makes it sound like you're quite hopeless. What do you mean by "nothing is sufficient anymore?"
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RE: What do you want out of life?
May 4, 2019 at 10:58 am
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I just want a best friend out of life. A best friend I can spend the rest of my life with.
(April 10, 2019 at 10:36 pm)EgoDeath Wrote: I don't want children though I would like to get married one day (not legally but just to find someone to be together with forever).
Oh yeah I don't want kids either. World is too messed up for that and I'm not selfish enough. Isn't that ironic that the smarter people don't want kids? Humanity's future won't be very bright (lol). Fellow atheists, please consider leaving a legacy before you die.
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