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(May 1, 2016 at 10:57 am)Excited Penguin Wrote: I could fall asleep reading your blocks of text. I can't even concentrate on them, because they're so devoid of substance.
Ugh.
I personally think there's a lot of substance in them but the problem is that I am bad at explaining and struggle not to paraphrase and repeat myself over and over sometimes.
I love being sincerely self-aware of all my own weaknesses and removing my mental blocks whenever possible. It's fun.
P.S. If I seem slightly odd and even more over-enthusiastic and energetic than usually it mightttttttt be something to do with the fact I am currently consuming a big bottle of energy drink. I rarely ever do that. On occasion I have a can and then a few hours later maybe have another -- but even then, only rarely -- but I almost never ever consume one big bottle like this. So if I seem especially irritating to you -- assuming that you find my usual personality in general rather irritating -- that might be why.
So at least then you may have an explanation as to why I'm perhaps particularly irritating to you right now, if that's any consolation.
Regardless of whether I am as irritating to you as fuck or not, I actually think you're being pretty awesome nowadays -- at the very least comparatively to before, but also because you seem more chilled out and have made a few posts that I think are pretty fucking awesome. You're not irritating to me lately. But I'm not gonna put my foot in my mouth or get my hopes up on that because you could change at any minute, we all can, I just hope not xD
I want to be your friend but I understand that may not be mutual
I'll go with love, like EP said, and second I'd go for the feeling of potential, if it is a feeling... when anything seems possible and the whole world of choice is open to you... a feeling that disappears and is replaced by something else when you narrow down that choice to a particular course. I think that feeling's hard to beat and closest perhaps to excitement or curiosity on that list.
(May 1, 2016 at 7:29 pm)Emjay Wrote: I'll go with love, like EP said, and second I'd go for the feeling of potential, if it is a feeling... when anything seems possible and the whole world of choice is open to you... a feeling that disappears and is replaced by something else when you narrow down that choice to a particular course. I think that feeling's hard to beat and closest perhaps to excitement or curiosity on that list.
Beautiful post: And if you add all those feelings together (apart from the narrowing down part, all the positive ones I mean) you describe exactly how I am feeling today, funnily enough.
Love, potential, excitement, curiousity.... actually, this, this is how I'm feeling today:
(May 1, 2016 at 8:11 pm)Alasdair Ham Wrote: Feeling like an especially good person today.
Feeling proud of who I am and how I am conducting myself.
Feeling glad to be alive.
Feeling very alive, as in "lively".
Feeling absolutely fucking amazing.
Feeling holistic: as in, feeling like I am fully expressing every mental part of myself and my personality and not repressing myself even unwittingly (I mean I would't know if I was but I honestly feel like I am exremely irrepressible right now).
Feeling expressive.
Feeling exremely fucking amazing (ha, just realized it's similar to what I wrote above, bear with me, enjoying myself here).
Feeling like a fucking epic person.
Feeling like my epicness-as-a-person is not even remotely unique or special, and I'm glad of that.
Feeling positively socially influentical despite my general social ineptitude.
Feeling intensely cheerfully authentic and expansively honest.
Feeling like I no longer underestimate or overestimate myself so much, whilst I am in this mood.
Feeling like I am enjoying this mood so fucking much that I am not afraid to lose it regardless of the fact I know it's not permanent.
Feeling like this mood can always return to me.
Feeling like I've had this mood before but it's even more intense than previously.
Feeling fucking alive and high on life.
Feeling like bringing people together.
Feeling like a positive general influence.
Feeling agendaless.
Feeling simultaneously egoless and egotistical but feeling like it's not a contradiction because I'm being equivocal.
Feeling like I'm fucking proud of myself for making this thread.
Feeling like anyone could make a thread like this, and feeling like that in no way discredits me, I'd be proud of whoever made it.
I'm so glad I made this thread I feel like it's a nice thread.
Even silly turtles can make a nice thread sometime.
Feeling inspired.
Feeling loving and loved.
Feeling temporarily entirely free of mental blocks and also more free of mental blocks on a general level.
And actually I'll add to that list: feeling the direct opposite of spite, too, and feeling like I'm seeing the good in absolutely everyone.
