John: You don't think I actually read your shit do you?

The only topic I'm willing to address with you is your delusional condition/thinking and the situation(s) it has gotten you into. Your delusions of grandeur, persecution and paranoia. There are probably more thought disorders going on but your mental disease won't allow you to recognize any of them. It's actually quite sad. You need to get some mental health treatment IRL, but I doubt you will until you're entangled in violence and the authorities get involved.

So, while you're here I'll just view you as a twisted form of entertainment. 

(July 14, 2020 at 6:02 am)Abaddon_ire Wrote:

(July 14, 2020 at 4:08 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: Maybe you didn't read what @Abaddon_ire said.  It is actually happening?  And you should read the links and make contact and hear for yourself.  The evidence is there.  If you are speaking without using the evidence then obviously you are the "delusional" one.  Thinking it is only a delusion while it is actually an existing situation.  No moving from public to official meetings.  Enjoy!

OK Johan, let us get a few things straight.

1. You are directly asking members here to contact your local protagonists for no other reason than to continue the harassment that you cannot. That is pretty low.

2. I am now in receipt of three numbers for different people who I have no means of identity verification. Thus anything they might say is irrelevant.

3. I have dipped far enough into the cesspool of your sad life enough. I am unwilling to scoop up further BS from that endless sea of delusion.

4. Once again, you are heading down the route of online stalking and harassment as is your wont. It is what you do. I am not taking that bait. I will not be making any calls to those numbers, so quit sending them.

5. While you are at it you can stop sending me PMs altogether. I will not be responding to or even reading them. I will regard any further PMs as stalking/harassment.


I know who and what you are, what you have done, to whom and what you continue to do. I want no part in that kettle of crazy.

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(July 14, 2020 at 5:50 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: since some find it "boring" I added some participants.  The important ones are those that actually walked the streets with me and watched but are not "sacrosanct".  They are living in the Light of God and not in the darkness of "sacrosanct".  They fear the Power of the Words of God coming to them in "reproving".  

Still have failed to figure out the meaning of the word "sacrosanct".

No surprise there.

If the PMs are getting that bad report them.

I never get PMs, am I not special enough?

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote:

(July 14, 2020 at 1:24 am)Fake Messiah Wrote: What you should do is get psychiatric help, because you are not a mother and you don't have 1500 children (or how many thousands you claim). Really, just go to a psychiatrist and tell him what you told us and see what happens.

Really, this forum is turning  into a free mental clinic for religious nut jobs.

Seems you are putting pressure on the mods to ban me for "trolling" with lies.  It is just my thread.  Does my presence in one thread disturb the whole forum?  Then of course i have to be who i said I am.  The Wife of God.  Only she can have that Presence!

If you don't like me or my thread give it to those that want to be present without complaining.  Be honest and find a thread without My Presence. 

If you want to write here then stick to the topic.  If you have nothing for the topic what are you actually doing here?

Just a few points:

-No one is ‘putting pressure on the mods’. 

-If they did, it wouldn’t work.

-The only one applying pressure to get you banned is...you.

-The fact that you started this thread is utterly irrelevant to whether or not you’re trolling.

Boru

God spoke to me.  He said a holy war is like a healthy heart attack.  He said foisting war on humanity would make him a doctor who prescribes cyanide.  He also said he's not real, just a voice in my head.  Only crazy people think He's real.  Then He said, most importantly, never click a dropbox link.

Hot damn Jon! 5k casualties in this war, all at your own hand? You must get up very early in the morning.

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: Seems you are putting pressure on the mods to ban me for "trolling" with lies.

I was giving you a honest advice and probably the friendliest advice you'll ever get. Why can't you see that? Do you have trust issues with people? Why do you see someone telling you to see a doctor as mean?
Why not go to a psychiatrist and tell him what you are telling us here? What do you have to lose? You don't have an aversion towards psychiatry like those Scientologists do?

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: The Wife of God.  Only she can have that Presence!

You see. You really are suffering. Come on, don't be a pussy, see that psychiatrist. Come on, buddy.

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: If you want to write here then stick to the topic.

What? This thread has a topic?

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: If you don't like me or my thread give it to those that want to be present without complaining.

That's just it. Nobody wants to participate in this thread because they are participating in your mental illness. It's unpleasant and awkward for everyone because they don't know how to talk to mentality ill person since they are not mental specialists.

(July 14, 2020 at 12:04 pm)Fake Messiah Wrote:

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: Seems you are putting pressure on the mods to ban me for "trolling" with lies.

I was giving you a honest advice and probably the friendliest advice you'll ever get. Why can't you see that? Do you have trust issues with people? Why do you see someone telling you to see a doctor as mean?
Why not go to a psychiatrist and tell him what you are telling us here? What do you have to lose? You don't have an aversion towards psychiatry like those Scientologists do?

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: The Wife of God.  Only she can have that Presence!

You see. You really are suffering. Come on, don't be a pussy, see that psychiatrist. Come on, buddy.

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: If you want to write here then stick to the topic.

What? This thread has a topic?

(July 14, 2020 at 4:32 am)Johanabrahams Wrote: If you don't like me or my thread give it to those that want to be present without complaining.

That's just it. Nobody wants to participate in this thread because they are participating in your mental illness. It's unpleasant and awkward for everyone because they don't know how to talk to mentality ill person since they are not mental specialists.

I once briefly escaped from a mental institution. Pretty sure that qualifies me as a ‘specialist’.

Boru

(July 14, 2020 at 8:24 am)Eleven Wrote: I never get PMs, am I not special enough?

Johan has a special place in his heart for me for some reason. LOL

Myself and HalleysComet both did actual research and got to the truth of the matter. He didn't much like that.

What really grinds his gears is that simple fact is sufficient that others will not vicariously continue his harassment of that town and it's denizens. Those wounds need not be re-opened again. But that is what he really wants, he is that sick.

There are a couple of community leaders I will give a heads up to, so they know Johan is on the prowl again. It is certain that this is not the only venue where Johan is playing fast and loose with others personal details and you know that some will research those details to ascertain the facts because it is their first encounter with this particular internet loon.

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(July 14, 2020 at 8:22 am)Nomad Wrote:

(July 14, 2020 at 6:02 am)Abaddon_ire Wrote: OK Johan, let us get a few things straight.

1. You are directly asking members here to contact your local protagonists for no other reason than to continue the harassment that you cannot. That is pretty low.

2. I am now in receipt of three numbers for different people who I have no means of identity verification. Thus anything they might say is irrelevant.

3. I have dipped far enough into the cesspool of your sad life enough. I am unwilling to scoop up further BS from that endless sea of delusion.

4. Once again, you are heading down the route of online stalking and harassment as is your wont. It is what you do. I am not taking that bait. I will not be making any calls to those numbers, so quit sending them.

5. While you are at it you can stop sending me PMs altogether. I will not be responding to or even reading them. I will regard any further PMs as stalking/harassment.


I know who and what you are, what you have done, to whom and what you continue to do. I want no part in that kettle of crazy.

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Still have failed to figure out the meaning of the word "sacrosanct".

No surprise there.

If the PMs are getting that bad report them.

They are not "bad" as such, I am simply warning our resident clown that there is no chance I am doing anything with them. Been there, done that, bought the souvenir Zulu war club (it's called a "knobkerrie").

So far, he has provided me with three first names and phone numbers. They could be anyone. They could even be the same person for all I know. The international call charges would be through the roof. And what would I find afterward? Johan had convinced one or more to claim he was really "mother" in horribly broken english. Probably by promising free booze at his shebeen. That tells nobody anything.

Those I did actually contact way back were verifiable real people with real names, addresses, emails, phones, etc comfirmed independently from Johans nonsense. Up to and including his long suffering EX-WIFE. (Yeah, Johan, EX-WIFE). I drew a line there because that just would not be right.

My Actual Life.

Yesterday I decided to switch on my recording function on my cellphone and record my actual Life as I move around in my community that I am staying now in for the last 10 years. 

https://www.dropbox.com/s/9xs65g32hj44kh...e.mp3?dl=0

You will hear first of all my conversation with my Son, Benni.  Where I specifically asked him about a meeting he had with the head of the persecution on me.  Where we went to him with some others of Nkqubela going with us.  And he went in alone with us waiting outside the property.  And asked him this: "Pastor, I want to hear your side of the story because Johan gave us his side and Johan said it is "backbiting" when only he gives us his side of the story why he is now staying with us in Nkqubela.  We want to hear your side too.  And the pastor said: "Leave immediately before I call the police".  Well that was a command and we have to obey all commands of others.  Even the wrong ones.  So Benni left.  And we are talking about it and Laughing about it.  Benni said all are welcome to contact him.  Not "sacrosanct" but in the Light of God.  Meaning you make a recording and play it to us.  Just like I am doing.

Secondly you will hear me on the streets of Nkqubela.  Walking between them.  They are mostly on the streets because of their "shacks".  They can not enjoy the "shacks" so they rather enjoy one another.  Fellowship!  Which of course is the more Wise Life to enjoy.  Those having big houses and enjoying "big" houses miss on the best of Life.  Your Family outside. 

And you will hear the spirit of Nkqubela.  I am their Father.  Or "Papa" or "Tata".   This is the highest honor they give someone.  They called Mandela also their "Tata".  And I got it and you will hear the reason. 

I died for them.

I had to sell all my belongings and give the money to the poor in a specific Way that God told me.  I had to buy every widow and orphan of that community food and clothes until my money is finished.  For 2-3 months i did it.  I had Nomveluso the one woman I spoke too to act as the scribe.  And we had a "church" meeting in the center of their community for all.  And then everyone with a need of food or clothes can pray to their Father and ask for it.  And she will write down the exact request and the next week I go with those people (10) at a time to town and buy what they asked.  Then I take 1 hour for that 10 and Nomveluso would sent the next 10 to town.  This was done because at first i took all and I was confronted by the police because they were approximately 200 and causing a disturbance in town. 

Then my money was finished.  Except for R80 000 that was left.  R45 000 I kept for a house that I bought in Nkqubela that I had to pay when the deal goes through.  And R35 I kept to do some work on it.  Because it was only a one room house of the government for the poor.  It was 7m X 5m.  And I told them my situation and all accepted it. 

Then God woke me up and spoke to me.  And Nomveluso woke up too.  She asked me what was going on and I told her I will tell all the next day what God said.  He said I had to give that R80 000 too.  Everybody was shocked.  But they were happy because I could buy for another round food and clothes for "My Children".  Because all started to call me "Pappa" at that moment in time. 

And now it is easy for me to walk the streets of Nkqubela and tell them that "Pappa" is their most honorable name they can give me.  Thanks.  But no thanks.  God's Name is Better.  God's Name will give them the Spirit of Love.  Changing honor to Love.  When they accept the greatest gift I have for them.  My Soul.  I am their Mother.  From God.  Who they can Love now because I give birth to them as my and God's Child, Jesus.  And they are changing. 

Slowly but surely. 

This community is approximately 9000 Xhosas that are staying here.  With another approximately 12 000 people from all over Africa.  Because South Africa accept all that are coming here from those nations.  So I see something Big happening here.  They will go back with witnessing about what happened here in Nkqubela between a white man and His Black enemies.  Because historically the whites and the blacks are "enemies".  And they just recently came out of "apartheid" where the churches brought a regime of "apartheid from their god" to all in South Africa.  And they are trying to cover the lie up now after it is revealed as a lie. 

So I have these two lives in Robertson.  The Holy War with the white South Africans and the Motherhood of the black South Africans.  And the colored South Africans of approximately 23 000 in between.  They are always sort of "in between".  Daniel and Michael is "in between".  While Billy is a white South African. 

And I am busy with an "official meeting".  In the Light of God.  On recording.  Between all the nations and their different perceptions of me and God.  

And you have the internet watching.  You as the Atheists this side.  And on that side the Christians.  And of course @flakingnapstich and me over at Distorted View chatting on everything. 

Seems Distorted View  want to make a video too.  

Enjoy!