...And then there are the days He is silent.

[Harry Nevis]

And, of course, not knowing the difference, you spelled out what you BELIEVE.

You do understand there is a difference between belief and faith right?

Belief is based on past performance. Faith is just trust.

If you want to boil down everything I know to be true you must also ask how I know this to be true. Experience and past reliable performance.

I don't have to ask how you know this to be true.  You've redefined "know" and "true".  And you have no "past reliable experience" either.  No the way an objective person might.

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That just means you are getting crazier.  Up the dosage of whatever meds they are giving you.

...And what if it is not me being crazy??? What If I do not live the deafened muted life you are forced to live? What if I found something you did not? What if this rabbit hole of life goes a whole lot deeper than what you've been able to explore in your time here?

Do you really consider yourself to be the gold standard in a fully lived life? (there can be nothing more than what you know?)

Your posts in this site reveal your lack of depth.  Your comments such as this "deafened muted life" and the purposely false that we say "there can be nothing more than what we know".  You lie, insult and misrepresent.  As James Baldwin said, "I can't believe what you say, because I see what you do".