(October 29, 2018 at 5:30 pm)Minimalist Wrote: Dear MK,
I think you are batshit crazy? Why the fuck would I want to see anything with YOUR perception?
Yours Truly,
Min
Dear Min,
I know I am batshit crazy.
The reason why you should see things from my perception is because I can follow the truth even with madness, and I looked for solid proofs to be guided out of the evil state of despair and re-claim energy power after I had no will power to do anything.
There was a time - surely - that I had no will power, not even to keep myself clean, not even to get out of my room regularly, a time when I was a the height of despair and grief overwhelmed me, and despair clouded me with no signs of hope.
The medications made that worse, it made it harder to muster will power.
I am finding proofs and a better way, so I can show a better way to all people afflicted with my trial, because we are humans too and deserve as much respect and compassion as any other humans.
We are tried with a harder trial than most humans, not to belittled, but honored when we triumph, and surely, I will show a way to victory for all people afflicted with my affliction.
If it lied in psychology I would have held on to that, but I know where it is to be found, and I hold on to that instead.