Well... first and foremost a lot of guilt tendencies died a much deserved and painful death.
On top of that I feel at peace with a lot of humanity because I don't believe anyone is going to scorch etc. I am now also okay with just living life and experiencing things. I have not shaken all morality off either. In some ways a lot of how I live now would be the same/better than a dedicated Christian would. I am still an idealist about certain things and I doubt that will ever change.
I also still care a lot about other people. I also feel a lot more in tune with nature. I have not become a hippy but I don't go out of my way to end creatures lives even insects. Before I just know I wasn't as gentle towards other life. Despite not looking forward to what I suspect is oblivion my life has improved in many ways.
Unfortunately, based on location etc, I also feel like a leper in some ways. I really do thing for the society I am in etc things would be easier if I could just believe again. However this is not possible so here I am ^_^.
On top of that I feel at peace with a lot of humanity because I don't believe anyone is going to scorch etc. I am now also okay with just living life and experiencing things. I have not shaken all morality off either. In some ways a lot of how I live now would be the same/better than a dedicated Christian would. I am still an idealist about certain things and I doubt that will ever change.
I also still care a lot about other people. I also feel a lot more in tune with nature. I have not become a hippy but I don't go out of my way to end creatures lives even insects. Before I just know I wasn't as gentle towards other life. Despite not looking forward to what I suspect is oblivion my life has improved in many ways.
Unfortunately, based on location etc, I also feel like a leper in some ways. I really do thing for the society I am in etc things would be easier if I could just believe again. However this is not possible so here I am ^_^.
