Virgin Mary, Ark of the Covenant

[Phatt Matt s]

In response to your question futile about my devotion to Mary

A) I'm not comfortable with Jesus

B) I've got mommy issues with my Biological Mother and need maternal nurturing and bonding

Hmm. I wonder then why someone I used to be very close to did not connect at all with the idea of the Virgin Mary, because both the things you just said about you would also be true about him, and he spent some time in prison and apparently religion is a big fucking deal in prison because at religious services the food is better, and he has learned all kinds of things about a lot of different religions.

Instead, he developed a fascination with Judaism, I guess because he was young when he entered prison, but he didn't make any trouble there, and the Jews there took him under their wing and taught him lots of things.

But if those things are true, does it also have to do with your previous experience with Catholicism and some kind of residual loyalty to it? Because you know, there are lots of pagan goddesses who are very nurturing and loving, too, and paganism, to my knowledge, does not entail the repression and shame that Catholicism does. What I'm saying is that I think that if you must feel some religious devotion to something, it would be better for you if it were a pagan mother goddess. I hope you think on it.

My Hedonistic and sexually promiscuous mother got custody and no she was as Catholic as you are heterosexual.

Yes after I got into a lot of trouble I was in two Catholic Foster Homes. I told them Jesus was a Cunt and Mary was a whore. I received communion sacriledgously, thought that Catholicism was nothing but mindfucking bullshit, and every priest is a fag.

Well, I then began to study marian apparitions and the data of the research that confirmed the supernatural phenomenon. I felt a strong burning in the bosom, energy, love for nature, love for others, new states of consciousness and understanding...AFTER I picked up that Rosary and started praying.

I figured I just got out of Jail,

For running around half naked on drugs, in the daylight, throwing rocks through my highschool windows, causing more than 1,000 dollars worth of damage, and earning a felony criminal mischief.

On top of this I was mentally ill, had no friends, nothing but bad memories and wanted to kill myself. I figured if I try this Rosary shit and Marian Consecration, what the fuck do I have to lose?

Well, I can't begin to tell you what happened next, nor do I feel comfortable tossing my pearls before swine.