God's Love

[Abaddon_ire]

I thought I was "evil". 

Yes you are. You intentionally chose to leave your mental illness untreated.

Fighting in anger with a "cudgel"?

You chose to do that. Intentionally.

Ruling in Love and Wisdom is surely a "value" for everyone presently ruling in fear and punishment.  And Pyrrho and @LadyForCamus will know about this in their chance to change their "evil" fear and punishment for "Good" Love and Wisdom. 

Then you are a failure. Pyrrho isn't even reading this AFAIK, LfC thinks you are a basket case, you effectively drove your mother crazy, your wife left you taking your children with her, you lost your home, you were booted out of town permanently and all you have left to cling to is a god who, going by the evidence you have failed to present, doesn't even exist.

In short, your ideas are failures, your god is a failure and you are a failure.

No problem.  Humans in their intellect and their pride can not confess when they are wrong.  But of course everyone will decide for himself who are right and who are wrong.  And who are the real coward.

That ship has sailed already. I have already proven what an insane bastard you are. I have no need to repeat that exercise. If anything you are an even worse insane bastard now. 

Good you admit you used that phrase on those fighting against me.

"admit"? "ADMIT?". I never denied it ever, you lying sack of shit. Here, I will even state it again. The people of the town of Robertson are sick and tired of your bullshit.

You don't even have the excuse of continuing to misinterpreting the term because I have provided you with the actual definition both here and elsewhere. You are merely, at this point, demonstrating what a lying sack of shit you are.

Because the side fighting with me has "real wounds not healing".   The damage is "really Great" you admitted.  

Yes. You inflicted great damage on those unfortunate people. And you are proud of it you sick fuck.

The coals of fire is really burning strong you admitted too.  Thanks. 

So it gives you an erection to hear that the damage you inflicted on those people has not yet fully healed. What a scumbag you are.

We can actually see it in you too.  With your anger raging inside of your soul against me.  Running from your backbiting.  Your pride being damaged now by your lack of love.  Name calling just eating away at you. 

There is no such thing as a soul. I do have righteous anger against you and it is entirely just. I am hardly running from any "backbiting" since you followed me here and I immediately called you out when you arrived. Name calling you is appropriate given what I know you did.

Seems also the greatest reason why your marriage didn't last?

Wrong. You utter moron.

So you admit fighting against me is in disobedience to God.

You made that up. And there is no god to disobey.

If I did something wrong they should have spoken to me and forgive me. 

They did. And some of your actions were unforgivable.

Not entering the situation of anger fighting me.   As those fighting in anger do evil things.  As you can see for yourself. 

And I see you doing evil things.

They broke up my family life with lies.  And they made my name bad with lies.  And all of these are causing them to be "sick to death".  And now when corporal punishment is revealed as evil while they preached it as the Word of God their disgrace is the "cherry on the cake".  Sure the coals of fire are doing their work.  

You did all of those things. Responsibility rests with you and you alone.

Sure.  The devil fighting in anger with a "cudgel". Ruling a town of 27 000 people in the face of the police and the army for 20 years now.  Causing real pain and "un- healing" wounds with that anger and "cudgel".  Oops! 

No such thing as the devil either. I have no idea why you think an imaginary being would impress anyone on an atheist forum. No "devil" did any of that. You did and you alone.

You said you are waiting for me there.  To reveal me. 

Another lie. What I actually said was that if you turned up on any other site I frequent I would quickly post all of your history. And I will as you can see here.

Seems you running scared now?  Using a reason that does not exist in trying to cover up your fear.  That makes you a dishonest coward.  But I told you that already.  Just more evidence to your character. 

Nope. I know what you do. I have been stalked by you on facebook. Didn't work for you then, won't work for you this time or any time.

Sure.  There are two sides to the story now.  Your side and the Truth.  Your side seems a bit "far fetched" don't you think?  And everybody here  will of course make their own decision now. 

My side IS the truth, and in case you hadn't noticed, everyone here has indeed decided that you are comprehensively insane.

Thanks for having been there for God.  To teach some.  Others of course will stay blind.  With you in your anger of backbiting, slander, name calling and slavery.  Staying with your "far fetched".  But actually "evil fetched".  

Enjoy your delusions. It is all you have left.

I know.  You are into that life.  Showing yourself of.  To be worshiped.   Thus your struggling to keep your name high.  While you are into evil life of anger shown by backbiting, name calling and slander.   With a messed up marriage.  And your character clearly showing.  Giving us a good view on what was the greatest reason for your downfall in your marriage.  And with such a character there doesn't seem to be much of a relationship with your children too. Seems your life is really also an exhibition of being "sick to death".  I am just adding to it.  

And now you have rambled off into some fantasy you invented. Nobody worships me, least of all my kids. Because I have made it my business to teach them that no other person is worthy of worship. Respect, perhaps, but never worship. Once I fell heavily asleep on the couch in front of the TV due to work pressures. What did they do? Found every soft toy they could, piled them on top of me, photographed the resultant bizarre scene and put it up on the internet. I couldn't help but laugh. If anything, I loved them more for it. If yours had done such a thing, you would have beaten them. Again.

Anyway, I have a spectacular relationship with my kids. I trust them and they trust me and we have a whale of a time together. In fact, in three months I will be appointing my eldest as executor of my last will and testament. That is the level of relationship we have.

So I share hobbies with my kids, we go for hikes and picnics. We cook all manner of healthy food together. We have wide ranging conversations about religion, politics, anything really. But I do not tell them what to think about anything.

I know that really burns you because such a famlial relationship is impossible for you. But that is your fault. You made it so.

So I am rather in the highest Life possible.  That of God. 

There is no god and you are a low-life.

Being your Savior. 

Odd claim, given you cannot save yourself.

And that of my hometown and now the whole of the world. Saving all from dead intellectualism in self worshiping. 

You don't want people to think for themselves. What a surprise.

And the slavery in the forums.   Where the "bosses rule the slaves".

That's not how it works. Mods simply apply the rules that you SIGNED to join up. This has been explained to you so many times that I can only conclude that you are a moron. 

To change from that meager life that God call dead and to start Living.  Start Loving others.  To Live for the Happiness of the World and thus find the Greatest Happiness yourself too.

So why are you intentionally making everyone around you miserable?  

What you mean is that the methods you used to used to inflict actual suffering on others have been taken from you.

Not true. 

The court orders were right from the start. 

Yes. The courts were indeed right. That is why they issued all of the orders against you.

And after that the Holy War was really on.  As you can see in the "Great Fight" against the pastor after one year with the court orders standing.  That is why I called them the "Fake court orders" over at SGU.

But they are legimate orders issued by a court of law against YOU. And you fully understand that. How can we be certain you do? Because upthread you posted about your fear of being arrested if you violated them.

Because the churches can not get a court order against Love.

But they can against a lunatic. And they did.

They were fighting with anger and "cudgels".  Not me.

It was exactly you and you alone. You threatened and intimidated people on the street with wild religious rants and a club. If you are stupid enough, you can attempt to deny you did it, but we both know different Johan, don't we. That was a statement, not a question.

I am just forgiving them.  And I am still doing that.

No. You are not. you victimised them, and you made a blatant attempt to get me to further victimise them in this very thread on your behalf.

While the court orders are still on.  And neither you nor anybody else can take my Power in Forgiveness away.   You can not get a court order against someone forgiving you while you are "strangling" him. 

This deserves a separate post.

And you have as up to now still been running away from giving us that link.   Keeping it in dishonesty away from all.  And now it is another revealing of your character. 

Lie all you like, but you quite obviously are aware that I know who you are and what you have done and it is not a pretty picture for you.

Keeping facts for yourself to use against me.  Dishonest.  

Dishonesty never pays. 

Keeping the facts for myself? Hardly. You keep on admitting that everything I have posted is true. I have no need to reveal anything. You keep revealing everything.

I give you no credit. For anything.

You are.  You are saying that I rule the town of Robertson with 27 000 people with anger using just a "cudgel".  Inflicting real wounds that is not healing.  Already busy doing it now for 20 years.  While the whole of the police and the army is keeping their distance.  Even in the face of court orders against me that I am not allowed to use my "cudgel".

Well that is false. The town chucked you out and you are afraid to set foot back in it because you would be arrested. You told us this yourself and I know it from research anyway.

You are just too blinded by your "anger" evil spirit to see this.  Evil spirits always takes the mind and make you do foolish things. 

Spirits don't exist.

But others see that it was actually God and not me. 

In all of the fora on which we have met, not a single person agreed with you. None. Rien du tout.

No. If you think that somehow you can use me as a means to further piss off those people on your behalf, you have guess again. Because in the very next sentence you state that...

That is of course your side of the story.  And your opinion.  Derived from a mind controlled by anger and into backbiting, slander and name calling.   Hiding facts in dishonesty to use against me.  So this is also just the same.  Using your "evil fetched" opinion to try and say your way  is the way to go. 

Well others will decide for themselves.  But of course there is room for someone that see the Right Way to go.  As you are just trying to run from them now.  Since they misused you for their "backbiting".  To fight me where you see me.  Oops!

False. It isn't my side of any story. It is the story of the courts and your victims.

As for me.  I am already bringing the healing there.  Telling all what was the reason for their fight against me.   To create The Wife of God and their Mother.  To give birth to them to be Jesus.  And they listen.  They want to be healed from their "unhealing wounds".  Because they were trying to do it their way for 20 years now.  Without success.  

Now I could respond to your other points, but since most involved some form of child abuse, it was a little more than nauseating.