(October 7, 2013 at 2:36 pm)Ivy Wrote: Actually, more than anything, I want time. Lots of it, so I can think and make the right decision.
The right decision is to forcibly take time to clear your mind away from all the distractions pulling at you from all angles. Don't think about others, don't worry about what you're going to do, just figure out what YOU value. After that then you can plan to rebuild your life around a foundation you can live happily with.