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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 6:39 pm
(September 24, 2014 at 6:37 pm)bladevalant546 Wrote: WEll i was hit by my break up, money, My parents being sick and being in 25k debt because of it, work and my depression.
However, it was like prison really no individuality barely any help with mental issues. I got the most help by gaining perspective from other people. It was strange....
In my experience, the people that are truly fucked are full of amazing insights
To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 6:46 pm
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(September 24, 2014 at 6:39 pm)Lemonvariable72 Wrote: (September 24, 2014 at 6:37 pm)bladevalant546 Wrote: WEll i was hit by my break up, money, My parents being sick and being in 25k debt because of it, work and my depression.
However, it was like prison really no individuality barely any help with mental issues. I got the most help by gaining perspective from other people. It was strange....
In my experience, the people that are truly fucked are full of amazing insights
That can be true, while simultaneously not knowing how to best apply those insights. It often takes other "fucked" people to show the way.
Incidentally, blade, the purpose of that sort of inpatient treatment isn't so much to fix whatever it is that is at the root of your troubles, but rather to stabilize you and get you steered in the right direction. Sounds like that at least worked. But yeah, it doesn't necessarily measure up to expectation.
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 6:58 pm
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(September 24, 2014 at 6:46 pm)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: (September 24, 2014 at 6:39 pm)Lemonvariable72 Wrote: In my experience, the people that are truly fucked are full of amazing insights
That can be true, while simultaneously not knowing how to best apply those insights. It often takes other "fucked" people to show the way.
Incidentally, blade, the purpose of that sort of inpatient treatment isn't so much to fix whatever it is that is at the root of your troubles, but rather to stabilize you and get you steered in the right direction. Sounds like that at least worked. But yeah, it doesn't necessarily measure up to expectation.
This is true, also it is amazing how innovative you get when wanting to kill yourself. Somehow I was going to use my mosin nagant. Anyway, it is true we often get stuck on the how. I think my break up was the straw that broke me.
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 9:56 pm
I always look forward to going to the mental hospital, it gives my an opportunity to meet like minded people, and its a nice place to be, well for me anyway.
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 9:58 pm
We noticed.
Welcome back.
Hope you're doing okay now?
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 10:16 pm
I'm new around here so I didn't know you were gone, but I'm still glad to hear when anyone struggles though a hard time and manages to hang on. Good on you.
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 10:46 pm
So, how was Cleveland, anyway?
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 11:04 pm
Hey hey hey!  It's fine, thank you. Sweet burn though. 
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 11:29 pm
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Welcome back!
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RE: Back after a stay in a US mental hospital.
September 24, 2014 at 11:31 pm
(September 24, 2014 at 6:09 pm)bladevalant546 Wrote: I have never been this far down, but I am fine and back if anyone noticed lol. However, I have seen first hand how fucked up our mental health systme is.
Don't think I met you before you left, but welcome back.
I hope you are doing much better.
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