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RE: What made you become an atheist?
June 4, 2015 at 9:39 am
When I moved last year, my brother came to see my new apartment and my girlfriend's gothic looking cross (from her old bedroom) was out on top of a box and he remarked "thats very catholic of you" in a sarcastic manner and I didnt think anything of it but I guess it stayed in the back of my head. I cannot remember what I started looking at/for online but I came across debates on youtube... Christopher Hitchens, Richard Dawkins, Lawrence Krauss, etc... and I started listening to these debates and the more debates I listened to, the more religion and especially the one I was brought up in, Catholocism/Christianity, didn't make sense... I was never a devout catholic. The only times I actually attended church was when I was younger and slept over my friends house and his parents made me go with them or when there was a funeral or wedding... but none the less, I believed there was a god... the more I listened to people defending the notion that not only is there a god, but that THEIR god was the correct god, the more I realized it was all man made bullshit... I went back and forth for months, I think mostly because I felt guilty as if I was turning my back against god. Finally in December of last year I realized I wasnt turning my back to god... There simply isnt a god to have a back turned to. That is when I officially gave up what ever little faith I had and became an atheist...
I hope my little story offers any kind of help to anyone going through what I struggled with internally last year. I'll end with saying I was 31 when I stopped believing in fairytales so it's not too late for anyone who was brought up in it and thinks it is...
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RE: What made you become an atheist?
June 4, 2015 at 10:07 am
I studied the debate for a couple months and decided I couldn't put up with the cognitive dissonance in my mind anymore. That's pretty much all it took.
The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, and wiser people so full of doubts. -Bertrand Russell
Even if god did exist, he has yet to prove it, and our doubt is justified.
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RE: What made you become an atheist?
June 4, 2015 at 10:38 am
Who unearthed that three year old baby?
But anyway, it was a gradual process in my case. Mostly because our schools teach science in biology classes and the factual pieces didn't go well with the fairy tales and because I discovered intolerance and bigotry to be the root causes of evil in this world. I hate both with a vengeance and often times religious or pseudo religious believes are at their core. So me not wanting to be a part of that equalled not wanting to be part of organised religion anymore.
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RE: What made you become an atheist?
June 4, 2015 at 11:50 am
What made me become an atheist?
My exceedingly low threshold for bullshit.
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RE: What made you become an atheist?
June 4, 2015 at 11:51 am
If there is a god, I want to believe that there is a god. If there is not a god, I want to believe that there is no god.