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RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 5:57 pm
I am going to assume that since you are posting this on an atheist forum, you are really looking for answers as to why a deity would put you through this. Sadly, this type of thinking is detrimental to mental illness. When I was severely depressed, I would lay awake at night wondering, "why me," even though I didn't attribute my problems to a god. That train of thought holds you back, however, as it keeps you from focusing on what you truly need to focus on, which is what to do about it. You have to stop obsessing over why you have been afflicted this way, and you must take control of your life. Accept that you are ill, and then own that illness.
Once you have accepted you are ill, you can move on and really fight the illness. Pondering the why's of mental illness keeps you in a harmful sequence of thought that puts you in a powerless postion, but to beat mental illness, you have to take control of the things you actually have control over.
Even if the open windows of science at first make us shiver after the cozy indoor warmth of traditional humanizing myths, in the end the fresh air brings vigor, and the great spaces have a splendor of their own - Bertrand Russell
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RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 7:43 pm
Makes sense thanks
Should I just stop hoping for heaven? I don't believe in chrisian heaven
I believe after we die we get what we want weather it's nothing or having dream life
I have kinda a imaginary gf which I call my angel and it sounds stupid
But she helps me a lot
But when in depressed I get mad T her too
Should I stop her is she bad for mental health?
Also I feel lonely 24/7 even when I talk to people online the minute they
Leave I feel lonely again live with my parents but still lonely
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RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 8:46 pm
Ggggggrrrrr
Guys hav no idea how bad I wanna die
I though that girl would work out
We had so much in common
I know god will never let me get a gf, he never has really
U know what
If I don't die tonight
I will FUK god this way
I will never talk to girls again. So even if god planned for me to get a gf, I won't take one
And
I am a great guy irl, I come here from advice, but I'm really a great guy.
So it's the world who is missing out
I'm tired of being let down
I will jus have no expectations in life
Fukers who say optimism is good... Optimism is BAD!
let go all hope and he surprised when things are good
Is better than
Expecing things to be good, than being let down cuz bad
Am I right or am I right god? You cunt ass bich. You won't screw me anymore
I'm going to make my own life
Instead of this flimsy paper mâché mind you gave me
So when I make me , I won't be paper mâché
And If I fuck me, I'LL FUCK ME IN MY OWN WAY
WHAAAA
FUCK ME IN MY OWN WAY!!!
Fuck me I my own way
ILL FUCK ME IN MY OWN WAYYYYYYY!!$!
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RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 8:53 pm
This is why you need to hold on. We only have one life. You need to change up your meds so you can enjoy it. Imagine there is no "other side". You'll have thrown your life away for nothing. IT IS NOT WORTH IT. It seems like the right thing to do with you're downing the pills, but it's more worth it to live. Pain is better than nothing at all. Take the pain, remind yourself you've alive. Understand something: Life is more than the depression. You need to get the proper meds so you can go and live it.
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RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 8:57 pm
(This post was last modified: June 5, 2012 at 8:59 pm by zentor.)
Annik I hear this alot
Pain is betterthan nothing
Why do people say that?
I rather die then spend life in jail
I rather die than spend life paralyzed in bed
I rather die than have snooky for a mom
How can people say pain>nothing
What If this life isn't even real?
Sometimes I wonder if I had a past life and this Life is my punishment
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RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 9:03 pm
Okay fine
I will do what u say if it's the atheist way
I want to think like an atheist
So I should I be optimistic or what?
Also I'm not good at math or science and I probably will be on disability cuz am not getting stable to resume college.
It sucks cuz all the atheists I know are successful and scientists and smart
So I don't have the right eventinsay I'm atheist. U see that thread of atheist noobs? That's me
I don't even know how microorganism work
I hate math I suck at it
I don't care about religion I just want to have a normal life
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RE: More proof god hates me
June 5, 2012 at 9:09 pm
(June 5, 2012 at 12:29 pm)zentor Wrote: Been going to a bipolar forum
And there's this girl and god told me he wanted us toget tougher
She said she is a model irl and we talked for a week then she stopped responding
Now she made a thread she hooking with her ex
Besides I'm no good for anyone I'll be on disability all my life
It's best I just die cuz god will fuck me my whole life
God doesnt hate you!!!!!! He doesnt exist.
Atheism is a non-prophet organisation. - A dusty old book that I found that must be completely true because someone wrote it down.
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