(December 4, 2016 at 9:28 pm)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: I have private coverage and a long term existing relation with an excellent therapist so I'm good in that regard. The VA and I parted company some time after the first gulf war.
In any case, I'm managing at least minimally, I'm not engaging in self-destructive behaviors. Most just trying to do what needs to be done. It weighs heavily though.
I used to think parenting was merely difficult.
I hear you, bud. My son's had some troubles in his adolescence, though nothing so severe, and even those issues could and did tear me up inside ... and all the while having to hold it together for both him and his mother.
I'm glad to hear you have a good therapist in your back pocket. Hopefully you two can get together soon so's you can get his or her thinking on the matter.
We've never talked, and only texted the once, but even from reading your posts here, you strike me as one hell of a man, and though these times are tougher than anything I've had to deal with, I've got no doubt that difficult though things are, you'll come to grips with them constructively. My best wishes for your strength and courage going forward, bud.